hello.. it has been a long while... the past 2 months was indeed a test of my patience and sanity... when it rains it pours and now i truly believe that.

I have been left alone in the rain...too many questions and no answers... but i did not complain... i said to myself, why should i pursue on something that i have no control of... i let go....

But then the other mind bugling scenario came my way and this really blew my head off.. its that i cant help to think, that i was just been put into the extremes... the first one was of self pity and frustration and now this time around...of awe and sheer fantasy.... its unbelievable really...

I know im talking in riddles here... i wish i can share everything on line.. but one this is for sure... i did not plan this or put myself deliberately in this position...There is a Higher Being  who looks over us.. He knows our needs and if we BELIEVE.. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE...

GOD IS TRULY GOOD....